Not anymore. I've changed. I've found some more real friends, with whom i can be myself. For the less i can be myself more than i could ever be with you.I should say "if it continue this way", but i've stopped fighting. I don't want to anymore. You don't know a bit of myself. You just see the mask i'm wearing. And you're not able to understand who i really am. "What" i really am. But it doesn't matter anymore. But maybe i doesn't deserve sadness all my life. Maybe i should stop hurting myself, this poor Benji. And so should you. The less to say, guys, is that you're also concerned, so this may be an other reason for me to write in English. Because all of you, for any countries you could come, you would understand what i say (omg, does this sentence actually means something ? xD).
This part is for you dudes, those ---- -- ----, so you know where to find the following.

